Todd Joseph Lopez

You've been gone  a little over 8 months and I still think of you everyday.  I think of our life together the ups and downs never boring.  It is so hard to think of you not being here.  I wish I could have you back healthy like 10 years ago.  I see you in my dreams. No matter where life takes me your forever in my heart and soul.  You helped maked me who I am today.  Not a day goes by without me thinking about you.  Love sent to heaven.  Your forever my Special Music Man, Lover and Friend.  Your my Star in Heaven.

I have so many memories of Todd,  going to the Riverview for sea food. The time were I waited for Todd to call me an he called at like 11 pm (he 'd been out with Mouse and his family).  When we lived on 20th st. in antioch,  going to gigs, playing at bars. I have so many memories some on tape because he love to tape everything.  He always made me feel special when he played, when we first started dating the second time around he said your my lady.  I erased him from my life years ago but when he came back we started as friend and he wanted to get to know his daughter ( she was hard for me to handle ) He tried to help me.  When i divorced an got a appartment he sleep on the couch so he could help with Heather.  Later we started dating, he was living at Robbie's and Lisa's and staying on my couch here and there.  Heather and him were so much a like it was funny.  I'll write more memories later.  I now have at least 11 years of memories.

My parents ( Robbie and Lisa Valdez) they loved to party with Todd always. My mom especially loved to party with Todd and my dad loved rock out withhim. And then when my mom passed he was a big support to me.  I'll never forget that. He was always around when I needed him back then and I'm so gateful for the time we go to spend together. Watching him and dad and Larry rock out on practice nights........ Singing kareoke songs that nobody but me and him knew the words to....... Sharing a love for country music......
I love you Todd

one year him and my mom (marie) got me my first makeup set. i had no idea how to use makeup at all, so he let me put makeup all over his face. he  didnt mind and we laughed so much about it. my mom (marie) still has pictures with him with the makeup all over his face.

 My favorite: When Todd was singing to Heather at her wedding. We were all on the patio and as he sang she had tears of joy in her eyes... As did he.... It was so moving I will always remember that moment.